YEAY.

NO MALAY f another 3 monthssssssssssssss. If im lucky , f the rest of my LIFE!!!!Paper was ok. But then when i check my paper alot of mistakes. So i really nid t d well f oral n listening.

I was abandoned AGAIN tday. Whatever. I refuse t give a shit abt it.

Anyway. Here's a lil tip f u if u might try my cooking in t future.

1. Look really into ur food cause u migt not knoe if something inedible end up inside for example eggshells etc.

2. If u r eating bread, check t back of ur bread t c if there s any burn. I ll assure u there will b some so do whatever needed.

3. If u dun eat meat. Aww. Too bad.

4. The colour of ur food dosent really mean anything. It's t taste tat count

5. Tell me earlier if u r a health freak

6. fOOd tat r suppose t b sweet ll b salty. Vise versa. Cause i will nv b able t tell apart which s salt n which s sugar. unless if i got lucky

LALALALAHoliday my ass. FUCK. So many classesss. How t hell m i suppose t get 13 pt if i nid t come t sch every single day f sum stupid talk.

So piss yty. Every one left me. So difficult t find someone t go out wif me. =\

Os ANOTHER two days. Yeay. Finally.

Any way. Parent meeting. My mum was so obsess wif me failing my Eng. N asking my teacher if i nid tuition. I have ALOT of tuitionss. N i dun nid another one thank you. I dun c y my dad nid t spent loads of his $ on me. Every month s like 200+ . Such a waste. I can buy a like 2 zen in 3 mth

some say we nv meant t grow up
im sure they nv knew enough
i knoe the pressure wont go away
Too late.
Find out which ever somehow
its too late
to even hav faith now
Dun think things will ever change
U mus b dreaming

Think before u make up yr mind
U dun seem t realise
i can do this on my own
N if i fall
I ll take it all
its so easy after all

Believe me
Cause now s t time t try
Dun wait f t chance t passby
Tough love
t figure it out
U cant say its too late
seems like everything we do
turn out they r nv even true
dont trust things will ever change
U mus b dreaming

RESULTS R OUT
So dissapointed

L1R5 = 30

I nv get below 30 before t think abt it. I was expecting a 20+. Not a single A. Most B. couple of Cs. I cant belief i pass Amath. Scared t shit outta me. My paper 1 failed really badly but my paper 2 was a miracle. My teacher was like ' how zalena u did well f paper2 but u fail paper 1.' N i was like ' I passed. Omg. ' I was SO happy til i got my nxt paper. I got B4 f malay. =] Mayb t paper is eazy.

Failed my eng n history. History was expected. After all i came t the hall learning only chapter 1. Which did not come out f SEQ.

Im aiming f L1R5 = 13 f Os. Im goin t do it. F now concentrating f malay . Another 1 week time.

Having tuition EVERY SINGLE day. Been doing malay f 2 weeks now. It's driving me up t wall. Hoping t get a B3. pLS let t paper b easy esp bina ayat.

Went f my first shopping trip f months. WIF gek SAn n khay mar. It WAS fabulous. If only every day w like yesterday. We went t Orchard at first. It was kinda ZZZ. Den Far East. We took the esclator backwards. N i spent 6 bucks on BK. We took the bus intending t go t arab street. bUT we ended up So far away from Arab street N had t walk. The distance we walked had t b like running 2.4. Arab street was g8. T stuffs r the same. But a good place t fing hot guys. I spot one. A group of Eurasians. Only one guy was hot. N they r in a BAND. On MY hot-O-meter, He probably be a perfect 10.

Then frm There we went t mustafa. On the way hm on the mrt, Khay was acting high n mighty. Pretending t b rich wif a 5 story bangalow n firing her driver f not picking us up. Hilarious. gEK san was laughing continuously. Actually all 3 of us were n ppl was staring n listening t khay speakin.Her story is not at all straight which makes it even funnier .

Mum was babblering by the time i came home. But she cool off. Tday is my fav daddy's bday n i didnt buy him anything.=] AT the end of the day i didnt buy anything But it was a fantastic day.

A perfect girls day out. Lub u both. Thanks f the swit day after all tat mugging!

Xam is almost OVER.HEHS sO HAPPY. fEEL A lil bit sad f those whose xam goin t end on WED.

So ya. One week bf my xam. I went for a hol. So good rite. YA a HOLIDAY. i HAD A BIT OF ARGUEMT between myself abt goin. But the inner me was like 'go go' n the sensible me was like 'u have an xam another 3 days n u want t g f a hol. RU NUTS?' bUT Upon hearing the news tat it was a 5 star hotel. I decided Xam r not importent anyway. O lvl is wat counted. So the hotel. It was rank 5 star. bUT T me i tink it's like 4 star. 480 ONE nite. Rm tat is. Quite cheap ya. N i had a room wif my bro n couz. My dad n mum another room of coz. Who share their room wif their parents anyway.So it was FANTASTIC. Bought this jeans ard 199 RM. N i READ IN A MAG TAT JOJO wear it too. wOW. Den i bought my first ever malay cd. Peterpan. YA the title sound silly but god the songs r made from heaven. The lead is damn hot. N he wrote the songs HIMSELF. sO SWEET. It's al abt girls breakin his heart. Fuck. WHo wants t break his heart. So charming.

Got back hm 3 days latr. N my xam came. Now it's almt OVER.

Went t lib couple weeks ago. There was this REALLY cute guy. In grey sweatshirt. He smiled at me n came over my area.He gave me a letter. It said 'u r beau.' I wrote my no. N pass it back t him. HE msg me. N we met in the middle of the lib. Walk away from the others t another side. PASS all those rowdy jss kids. N we sat at a corner. We talked. HE saw i was shivering. It was damn cold.Got out from his sweatshirt n let me wear it. So SWEET RITE. ANyway if u belief this story. Got u r so gullible. Like this happened in real life. HEHS. BUt the guy exist though. He WAS STARING AT ME. n I was afraid t make eye contact. Den he went away. So sad. I hate it when they do tat. When they juz walk away. =(

Enough of fariytale.

IM goin back t reality. In this ugly world.