-.I bruise easily. .So be gentle wen u handle me. .Scratch the surface . .Without moving me.-

It's raining. luv rain. luv clouds. luv water. luv dews.

-.Here i go. scream my lungs out. trying to get to u. u r my only one. -

I knoe u r confused. So am i.

-.If only i could turn back time.If only i could say wat i had hide.If only i could turn back time.I would stay for awhile.-

I m sorry. So sorry. Yea im selfish. Thinkin. the world is mine. time will stop for me. taking away thing tat r not mine n return it shattered. Im perfect n u r not.Im too shallow. Even for u.

For a certain someone.

Had e geog test. Did studied it. For a LONG time. memorised the whole chapter. Hope this will pull thru unlike the rest. Or i will definately give up on it.

Ciao

. H E L O F O L K S .

Life is good.

Seeto didnt come to school.For like e first time.Yoooooooooooooohooooooooo

Went to Tp wif KM. HUYU. LYNETTE. N this girl in 3'2. Went home.Changed. n mit. Wif our skirts n km's shirt.Lols. Ppl were staring.Either bcos we look gd or mayb we were causing LOADS of commotion n think we r crazy.

School fucking enormous. Girls r freaking HOT. E guys. Sum r flaming but most r down right nerds. It was the only poly tat BLOWS me away. Applied for e 17 card. Got a free dye. The fashion course was awesome. Am considering to go there even it is like a one hour journey. But the school is worthy.

On the way back. We ran for the 69 bus. The irritating old man saw us but he didnt wait for us. Fuck up person. Den we got on another bus tat came by n we ended up at Tamp. The couple behing us was literally sucking. N the girl sound like E.F. They were pissed wif the noise we make. Sue us.We r teens.

I am officially a combine student. N i feel g8 abt it.

Ciao

[ v] day is OVER . Planned to sell roses n all but didnt make it cause found out need to get a permit.Nvm maybe next yr WEN we hav NOTHIN to do. Lols. Ok. To me the perfect [v] gift is a box of huge guylian chocolates n a rose. BUT my fucking date didnt buy me anything n i had to stay back school til 5.15 for sum fucking phy remedial. But wat the hell.It had been fun listening to mr lim n km n kaynes fighting words to each other.

So anyway there is a test tmr. GEo. This subject.No matter how hard i study, i will nv be able to ans correctly. So y bother.

ANyway i was planning for a clean-things up day whereby i clear up all my problems n things tat i have been avoiding but the problem is i'll always push the day to the nxt day. n u r wondering wat's the point. YEA i wondered tat too.

lately i've becoming so cookoo. n i forget small lil stuffs.Like i tot i did my hws already then at 12md i opened up my file n everything blank. stupid thing. N i hav not been concentrating in class cause after every lesson ill be like wat the hell is the teacher talking abt. n nxt week is COMMON TEST WEEK. but 'O's doesnt include CAs. So y bother again. n wen my friends were having convo.Ill be in my own world n dun even realised tat someone was talking to me.

Everyone been studying hard. Maybe not everyone but chen yan had. He had started studying for his geog n i haven. Gawd this is so first time.

My friend. She an acad and last yr took her Os n guess wat she's doing now. She is in ACJC now. Studying. IF she can do it so can i.

TODAY was an interesting dae. Saw taufiq batisah. SAT with him. TALK to him.TAKE pics with him. SIGN my papersss. TAKE pics again.But it's nothing biggie.He seems such a normal guy wif talent according to liana. True i have to say. Im not a big fan of him. But a celeb will always be a celeb i guess.

Wen out with HIM a few days ago. He's nice n all paying my launch. but we got nothing to say to each other. like he say' we cant hav a conv tat can last 2 mins' True.Again. n wen i was out wif him, i couldnt look at him in the face. I look at other guys tat look at me instead. Lols. Im so fuck up. Wat to do. I tink he's waiting for me to sms him cause the last time he message me, I told him i was buzy. I hope i didnt raise false hope for him.

I was recommended to drop my pure n combine. I guess im doing it. Looking at the bright side i dun hav to study half as hard n still score A. cool.

I NID A HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

FUCK.IM SO SCREWED.HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP