IM SIXTEEN! I really hav no idea why this age s so impt for ppl in USA. The Mtv.Sweet sixteen. Those wild party. Compare t ppl here in spore is like we r ancient

way i had a hell of a time wif khay n Manda on the 1st.Went town till 8+. The latest time i ever had in town. Yes im a good girl wif strict parents. But they allow me out tat day. So happy. N on TOP of tat, they bought me a *drumroll* ZEN. OMGOMGOMG. lUV THEM SO VERY MUCH. A zen. FINALLY. Now figuring out how to use it. Hot pink. K i prefer black but my mum said it was out of stock. But i OWN a zen!

Yvonne.Gek san.Swezin.Er fang.Yong wei. Ft. Abigail. THANKS SO MUCH. =]

Lalalalala. I wanna watch wedding crasher. It NC 16. Tats wat i heard.

I went f the cc concert.

At the beginning it was a drag

Then HAIKEL came n bring the house dwn xcept nobody was moving t the music but me n khay.

Such a boring crowd.

The AFTER PARTY was FUN.

By tat time it was ard 11+. N ppl were dancing on the basketball court. The music was blaring really loudly. There was this indian man he was DANCING. Really dancing. N was at the center of attention. Ltr there was a dance off. He n his son i think. SO HILARIOUS, Juz like in a club.It went wild when someone spray water all over. There s this white shirt malay guy. God he CAN dance. So HAPPENING. tHE NEIGHBOURHOOD SPRIT. Minus the aunty n uncle n babies. Jus us . The teenagers.

N I TOOK A PHOTO WIF RANDALL. OMG. hope it look awesome after the jumping n screaming. HEHS. Randall was standing at the stage looking at us gone wild. Nobody give a shit abt him after taufiq n sly went away. So sad. BUT i took a photo wif him! So handsome despite being 34. Nxt time wen there s a party over there. Im hitting f t after party.

I found the PERFECT GUY.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Hes a fren of my fren.

When i first saw him. seems like i knoe him forever. N i mean REALLY.

He s so hot yet he s so fucking cool.

He s charming YET clumsy

He s witty. But he has something serious in him.

Hes so confident of himself.

His attire.

A black circle stud on his left ear. Simple tee. Low pant jeans. Just t way i like it.

OMG.

His smile.

Cant describe it.

The problem is. He s YOUNGER. MFS.

Ok NEXT.

i FAILED my math.Mr Lee was like talking to me. He s the only teacher who had confident in me to score A1 f os. I let him dwn. N me too. So sad.

Rc harmony day ytd ytd ytd um one week ago i think was FUN.Better than last yr.

Now Im studying t art of controlling anger. Its like i had loads of it. Its so fun. Makes me feel so free. I didnt hold on to grudges. Its so ytd. anyway dd u al know anger makes u old. Im more into religion now. Touching learning abt it bit by bit. So many stuffs i can learn! I cnt believe i didnt xplore my religion til im 15. N i learning to forgive n accept. So prd of myself

This pass week had been depressing i mus say.

I DIDNT GO T GC CONCERT.

Mayb next time wen my PARENTS r like kind enuf t buy TIX f me.

Life s full of surprises. The ppl u xpect t b there wasnt there instead sumone u least xpected was.

A butterfly tattoo above ur navel. Ur belly button pierced too.Juz t way i like it. Luv sexy songs.

IM on t phone wif THIS BEAU GIRL WHO GUIDE ME BACK T THE RITE WAY OF LIFE n she obstructiing my train of tots. SO. tats al folks!

Its al settled.

I knoe t real BACKSTABBER

I never feel so ashamed about someone before.

But wat t
hell .

I didnt knoe anyone by her name in my whole life before.

Yes Mt ORAL tday

Fucking hell . I got nothin t say for convo. Fuck. I wished t grd had open up n swallow me but NO it wouldnt. No matter how hard i beg it juz wouldnt open up.

I was like staring at them n they at me.

Horrible.

NEXT.

Luv Mr T.
Always there wen i nid someone.

Luv Amanda
F always laughin f no reasons at al n say tat she hates me f making her laugh when al i did was sit dwn n do nothin

Luv syahid.
Not luv LUV. F making me laugh without doin anything.

Luv __________

F no reason =]

Hate__________

Who wasnt there f me.

HATE___________

F makin me belief u r innocent

Hate_______

F not there when i was there f u.

hate___________

F not writin me a testy

Hate______, ______

F not bein entirely on mY SIDE.

oH I found my hp. God the moment i found my hp, There were loads of sms. Suddenly i was in another situation. I dunno if i had my hp during tat period of time, wat would i ans. Mayb wen my hp wen missing it was f t best.

I lost my hp.

Yeay.

How xciting.

God life sux now.

So happy mon no sch.

After sch , straight away go hm.

Really its more peaceful here.

Compare to there.

My opinion s my opinion. Really. I didnt c t point why he took it so seriously. Call me a backstabber. Lemme define backstabber. It s someone who tell things about you that you dont want anyone to know, you trust that person and then they go and tell all of your secrets . Tat s a backstabber. N really i havnt talk t him f mths n i hav no interest in his secret .Beta yet i hav absolutely no interest in spreading anything related t him. So ya. Whatever. Im juz sick n tired of al this shit.

I finally know my phobia

Mayb f now phobia

It is bein attached t someone

its kind of troublesome t b wif someone

hav t tink abt him n u

Hav t b by his side 24/7

Hav t worry if he s cheating

If he alrite

Or y he nv call

hav t entertain him

Hav t divide time wif frenz n him

Wait up f him

Hav t follow him

Hav t listen t him

Really i rather spend more time on myself than anyone else. I enjoy my ME-TIME. Mayb not now. So im withdrawing my stead any guy tat asked me policy. I enjoy my life t much t wish it away.